Life really sucks but I'll get over it.

The really scary thing is that I might be getting used to people dying.
Creepy

My father, not biological but by marriage, just died. I don't know what to do or what to think right now. I honestly feel like killing myself right now but that will only cause more pain so I will have to deal with it right now. Any support or help would be nice right now. He was all I had left after my mom died.

And the scariest thing happened this week, my older cousin was robbed but the robber dropped the gun and my cousin shot him in the arm before the gun jammed up. I'm kind of glad he didn't kill him because I know he would have. It was on the news, I think it was WAVY 10 News. or something like that. But anyways, I'm sort of in an extreme depression right now so any help would be nice.

T_T

CJ5